Disbelief aka Day of Reckoning

Yo Yo Yo Cyberspace!!! This may seem like a happy welcoming greeting, but let me assure you I am not in the best of spirits at the current moment in time. While life can be very exciting it can also blow up in your face. And I'm talking about the D-Day ending ATOMIC blast of Barbie's exsistance. Before you jump to many conclusions I'm still no baby's momma. For those that need it spelled out, no i am not pregnant but as I was reading what I was typing it kinda looked like that's where I was headed.

No my D-Day has to do with business people who are flaky. It's bad enough when a dude acts like this and if you need a reference see my first post ever. I spend a whole paragraph on said "dating flake.*

I now have the personal pleasure of describing the professional flake who is worse then stupid boy flake. This is the flake who conducts a business by the seat of their pants. They like to come off as the "nice guy." When really they have no concept as to how to deal with fairly serious situations. Then when they get into a bind, to save their own skin they literally take a poo on you. While it would be completely unethical and unprofessional to give a name to this person i will dedicate this post to the "UNPROFESSIONAL PROFESSIONAL." The problem lies in the management. I'm sure I am not the only person who has ever felt like this. Personally I am frustrated at the lack of respect bestowed upon me.

While I understand the circumstances. You are permitted to call me female Einstein. I also have a 10th sense for these types of situations. As much effort as I put into whatever it is that I am referring to I was never given the proper direction. While I can make it up as I go along, this is no way to go about my day. It has frustrated me to no end. At least I can look for something better then that. As I deserve better.

My problem with many people these days is that they severely lack communication skills. I would expect that someone much older then me would have more life experience and therefore be able to express themselves maturely. Truly this is not the case. People act like they are 2 years old. I picked 2 because it is the terrible year for most parents. A lot of the time I feel like I am surrounded by adults who are really "children." They have no concept of the term "grow up."

While I have the right to be irately mad and wish the fires of hades on certain people I feel that I will be the bigger person. This is all I can do. My hope is that in the future I can find something more stable. As this is what I am truly after, stability.

I have no idea why this concept is so hard to come by. It seems easy enough. Work hard, play hard.

I that person sitting here blogging wanting someone to throw me a freaking bone. Sheesh!



"You take the blue pill, the story ends and you wake up believing whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland and i show you just how deep the rabbit hole goes." Matrix