Friday, May 15, 2009

The World is Big and We all Matter

Dreams can really take over. They sneak up and suck you back into places you don’t want to acknowledge. Just last night, I vividly experienced a moment of time where my subconscious shrieked “act differently you know better!” Certain people, while ultimately forever apart of your past do not deserve a spot in your immediate present. However, these people for as long as they exist in this lifetime, will impact the bigger picture.

I woke up this morning and took a good long look in the mirror. My reflection showed a confident woman, a woman ready to take on the challenges ahead with her ever inquisitive mind.

Being accountable for humanity is a tiring job. But every person, whether they accept this task or not, play a part in our survival. The reality is human beings make tons and tons of small decisions throughout a day. And these decisions impact the quality and even duration of life. No one really knows when the most mundane of tasks and the likely choice to ignore it creates a catastrophic downward spiral spinning the equilibrium out of whack. All humanity matters. As should the idea that there is a happy medium between the ‘self’ and the ‘community’.

I believe it takes a deeper kind of love and commitment first and foremost to oneself in order to understand the love and commitment involved in a community.

This all starts with a simple exercise. Look at yourself in the mirror and ask this simple question. If I stepped back and was outside myself, would I truly be friends with the person I am? I view the constant battle to respect oneself a hassle for a lifetime. But rest assured that by living to see another sunrise, there will be people that make the struggle worth it. That give a purpose.

The moral of this string of thoughts. Love yourself. Love your Community. Be proud to be part of humanity, a world where everyone makes a difference.


"Man - a being in search of meaning." ~Plato